Exhausted.

Sometimes, it seems REALLY far from the couch you fell asleep on to upstairs where bed is.

Racing.

My mind won't stop racing. Between the kids, my marriage, worrying about my friend, and trying to comprehend packing somehow and moving this weekend, I feel a little crazy. One thought isn't just one, because they're moving so fast. I hope I can sleep tonight.

House.

Harold came by today. I know he is sad we're moving out. There are things I will miss about this house, but the main one is knowing that he liked seeing the kids play & grow here. I wish that there was an easier way for him to live here again himself.

Cancer.

My friend has cancer. We are waiting to find out if it's stage 3 or 4. I can't stop thinking about her.

update: It's not in her bones. Thank God. Now, more scans to check some spots in lungs & liver. This endless thought continues in prayer.

Scream.

Every fiber of my body is screaming for a few hours without being touched, climbed on, poked or hugged. I need to not be needed for a while.

Moving.

Signed the lease on our new house this morning. I feel overwhelmed with the packing. I hate packing. I want to move the big stuff next weekend. Can we do it?